He remembered that she had been the one to initiate the kiss, but his feelings for her at the time were so overpowering that it was hard not to feel responsible in some way. After all, he sure did kiss back.

"I dunno. It just sort of... freaks me out. That I did that out of nowhere. It kind of felt unnatural," he confessed. He was sore on himself for his loose grip on self-control in some situations, so having that happen on top of his insecurities dug him deeper. Still, he couldn't understand what happened back then. It was like the urge just came out of thin air.