[On the other hand, Connor would have lived alone in that manor. He would be working as an Assassin; would ALWAYS work as an Assassin. Work hard. That would never change. But never change in a way to soon enough enjoy this. All of this. It felt like this was what life could offer and Connor was so blind.
So now he had to honestly ask; say.]
Desire...drives many.
[He held that hand to his chest still.]
When I came to you, wanting to court, I knew it was something new. Something I had to try to see. My desire whether in my obligations or in what I had wanted to strive...never had I wanted something for myself to look upon and feel like I could share a life. It would be worth every moment.
[He smiled, so smally.]
I want to see that smile. That genuine kindness. A kindness I had thought I did not deserve. But then I felt like it was something...unforgettable. Nothing I wanted to throw away.
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So now he had to honestly ask; say.]
Desire...drives many.
[He held that hand to his chest still.]
When I came to you, wanting to court, I knew it was something new. Something I had to try to see. My desire whether in my obligations or in what I had wanted to strive...never had I wanted something for myself to look upon and feel like I could share a life. It would be worth every moment.
[He smiled, so smally.]
I want to see that smile. That genuine kindness. A kindness I had thought I did not deserve. But then I felt like it was something...unforgettable. Nothing I wanted to throw away.