Had she? No. Not really. She'd never asked him. She'd never wanted to have that conversation with him. She still didn't really want to in the present, but she found herself minutely stuck. Although it seemed like a crime to be honest with him and open when she'd not been able to be open with Marie. She was in the wrong and the more she tried to view it objectively, the more she could see just how much she was ruining things.
Or had ruined things already. Simply by existing. Simply by being herself. As she stared at the ground, his words sat in her head, the mere vibrations that they were and she thought she went numb.
If I were wise, I would remove myself entirely. I have no place between them. And neither of them deserve to be stuck with someone like me.
"I can't claim to know what love is. Because if you love me, then you are probably the first. I've never... had anyone tell me that before." Somehow it made her happy and filled her with a bitterness she longed to ignore.
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Had she? No. Not really. She'd never asked him. She'd never wanted to have that conversation with him. She still didn't really want to in the present, but she found herself minutely stuck. Although it seemed like a crime to be honest with him and open when she'd not been able to be open with Marie. She was in the wrong and the more she tried to view it objectively, the more she could see just how much she was ruining things.
Or had ruined things already. Simply by existing. Simply by being herself. As she stared at the ground, his words sat in her head, the mere vibrations that they were and she thought she went numb.
If I were wise, I would remove myself entirely. I have no place between them. And neither of them deserve to be stuck with someone like me.
"I can't claim to know what love is. Because if you love me, then you are probably the first. I've never... had anyone tell me that before." Somehow it made her happy and filled her with a bitterness she longed to ignore.