Well, Phoenix wasn't one to use recreational drugs, so it was difficult to really compare the experience of the blue pop to anything.

"No no, Dr. Freeman, only one of us should do it. Let's not expose more people than we have to."

But he sighed, thinking of that experience with the blue lollipop those many months ago. It was something he wanted to forget, frankly, because it made him feel fairly sick after he came down from that trip.

"Well... To be honest, I don't remember a lot of it. But what I do remember... Just..." He rubbed his temples, trying to bring forth the memory and trying not to be embarrassed by it. "I remember that my everyday surroundings seemed so... surreal. Otherwordly. Scary. I remember running away from everything a lot."