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smash_logs2012-04-18 09:03 am
whatnot) wrote in smash_logs2012-04-18 09:03 am
[Closed] Friends and loves always stick together- Especially If they're programed to do so
Who: A penguin, a biffle and a burd
What: Hangouts(?) and painting the citytears
Where: Arrrouuund FDC brosies
When: Backdated the 30th of March
Warnings: Standard warning that it has Alex- well not really, but better be save than sorry. Also implied terrible things in the narration I guess.
He won the auction. He was completely victorious.
But then why does it felt like he didn't gained any satisfaction from it.
To be able to touch and do anything he'd like with the person he loves, wasn't that already a complete victory? The night from a few days back... had he listened to Alex instead of his own selfish thoughts, he wouldn't felt this way, this absolute guilt suffocating him. However, there were still several days left while Alex was in his hands, he didn't want it anymore. The guilt was making him feel terrible enough that he wanted for the week to be over with, and so he did nothing with Alex the following day.
Only to remember a promised he had with Voile in regards of hanging out with her. Even through his current brooding, he didn't want to disappoint the Gardevoir in any way- she was his dearest friend in the academy. However, leaving Alex behind doesn't seem like an ideal option either, so instead he brought the other as he meet up with Voile in the promised day.
What: Hangouts(?) and painting the city
Where: Arrrouuund FDC brosies
When: Backdated the 30th of March
Warnings: Standard warning that it has Alex- well not really, but better be save than sorry. Also implied terrible things in the narration I guess.
He won the auction. He was completely victorious.
But then why does it felt like he didn't gained any satisfaction from it.
To be able to touch and do anything he'd like with the person he loves, wasn't that already a complete victory? The night from a few days back... had he listened to Alex instead of his own selfish thoughts, he wouldn't felt this way, this absolute guilt suffocating him. However, there were still several days left while Alex was in his hands, he didn't want it anymore. The guilt was making him feel terrible enough that he wanted for the week to be over with, and so he did nothing with Alex the following day.
Only to remember a promised he had with Voile in regards of hanging out with her. Even through his current brooding, he didn't want to disappoint the Gardevoir in any way- she was his dearest friend in the academy. However, leaving Alex behind doesn't seem like an ideal option either, so instead he brought the other as he meet up with Voile in the promised day.