[FFFFFFFFuck. fjkskjd She has to be honest with him. :C]

I... I did.

[Crud. This probably sounds so bad, she quickly adds.]

You must listen. When I engaged in a skirmish with him, it was not the real me. It is complicated to explain what was the true factor of why I ended up turning into that horrible beast, but I assure you that I will never do such a thing again.