[Cool. He... wasn't being a dick anymore... -ish.]

... To be blunt, I had... somehow locked myself out of my own mind. I was angry. There were some who should not be here, and I felt as if it was piling up to be too much. They had been slipping through, and ...

[She paused, and shakily coughed for a good five seconds. It hurt to do something like that, and it was obvious by her now slightly pained expression.]

... B-Before I could get a grasp on myself and bring myself back, it was too late.

[The worst part? She just couldn't tell him that she knew about everything happening. That would probably bring back the anger he had before.]